Sunday, July 20, 2014

Omede to gozaimasu!

We're in the middle of our first holiday season in Japan. Thanksgiving was our first big holiday to face apart from our families. We got to celebrate a good ol' American Thanksgiving twice! I'm so thankful we walk and ride our bikes so much, so the effects of the two feasts are lessened.

On Thanksgiving Day, we had a break from lessons, and chose to head to IKEA to get a rug they were running on sale, as well as a few other little home items. IKEA is definitely the cheapest place to get things for the home! It doesn't hurt that we can get free coffee with our IKEA card, as well as some really awesome cheap dark chocolate. While we were in line, we decided to make it a Thanksgiving lunch of French fries, cold green tea, cafe lattes, and dark chocolate bar. We looked so American scarfing down our huge plate of French fries, but didn't even care. We've been away from home long enough at this point to relish a chance to be American.



Since we don't own a car, we normally would have something as large as a rug delivered, but after testing the weight, Jason decided if I could handle wearing Finn and carrying our bag of other things, he could get the diaper bag and the rug. So yes, we decided to haul a huge area rug home. On a train. Of COURSE I documented it! 


We had dinner that night with another American couple, and some Japanese friends. Thanks to care packages, we were able to have stuffing, pumpkin pie, mashed potatoes, and other traditional Thanksgiving foods. The pumpkin pie was definitely the best part. We made sure our Japanese friends knew that it's tradition to stuff yourself on Thanksgiving.

Saturday was our big meal with all our American team mates. It was great fun! We played bingo and a trivia game for prizes, which included American candy, and feasted on American food. I paced myself Thursday, but on Saturday I ate sooooo much! It felt good to be full. We joke about how we stay hungry all the time here because Japanese portions are so small. 

I was thankful that we had our gathering scheduled for that particular day, because Saturday was the day that being away from my family during the holidays caught up with me. My family has always had the tradition of going to Little Rock the Saturday after Thanksgiving for a movie, Christmas shopping, and eating in one of the hundreds of restaurants we were lacking in our small southeast Arkansas town. It made me sad that Finn wouldn't get to grow up with that experience. 

But as always, God has a way of showing up in the hard times. He spoke to me that day while I was praying and telling Him about my sadness, and said during this Thanksgiving, be thankful for the hard times I have here, because they make me dependant on Him in a way I would never be in America. God knew what He was doing when He called me to make my life outside of America. He knows that I'm too stubborn and independent, and that living in Japan is what it's going to take to best conform me to His image.

To end on a lighter note, here's a picture I took of Finn and one of our teammates. Apparently, the turkey was just too much for him. I love it because he looks like a little man after a large Thanksgiving meal. He just needs a recliner, the remote, and a football game on TV.


Grace Full

Yesterday morning, after taking a quick moment to scan through my phone, I came away grieving. Between email, Facebook, and texts, I saw people needing prayer for wisdom while dealing with a difficult situation at their daughter's school, friends grieving for friends lost during the current crisis in their home in the Middle East, a prayer request from my home church for a husband that lost a wife and a young daughter in a car accident, not to mention thinking about my own team mates who are struggling to learn an insanely difficult language, all while trying to make sense of a new culture.

The day before yesterday, God had impressed a specific verse on me while reading John 1: "For from his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace." (v. 16) God has taught me so much from the book of John since we arrived in Japan, and that morning was no exception. 

Tears came to my eyes as I started to pray...not for deliverance from their current situation, but for grace. Only grace. The grace to bear the trials that God alone allowed to be placed in their lives, and for the grace that He alone can give. "Grace upon grace."

When I feel like the worst mother/wife/Christian/[fill in the blank] in the world...grace.

When I struggle with language...grace.

When all I want to do is go back to America and familiarity and English...grace.

Because He has enough and He IS enough.